One day...

Every time it gets me down and every time it is unexplicable how you can do it, just with one call. Tucking me in won't do it. You doing it won't solve it. I won't forget. I still remember clearly how you left and how I didn't. How I stayed there after your departure awaiting for something that I couldn't understand. While waiting I picked up the stones for my castle. And you still are my biggest and hardest stone to carry. You still bother my back everyday, and you hurt my feet. You keep on pushing me over hills and mountains. You're still there and I'm still waiting. Guess one day I'll be over this and you won't bother me anymore. Pride will make of you the biggest wall in my castle, and I will put it up hardly. One day you won't matter anymore. One day I'll be able not to think of you with sorrow and sadness, and that day, it won't matter. You won't matter and I won't care if you matter or not. Because after a while, you will be just another stone I picked up to build my castle. Because when I cry, you're just another reason and not the most important. When I need someone to tuck me in, I don't call you anymore and I don't want to. When I need a shoulder to cry on, you're not it. When a tear falls down my face it just ain't you the person to dry it off. You're just not the one. I feel ok and I don't feel ok. But because you don't care and you never did, it doesn't matter for me anymore.
Nevertheless, I cry over you. I cry a river over you. It hurts that you're a stone instead of someone to help me build a castle. It still hurts that you have the power to throw me down, to kick me in my heart and it still hurts. And I keep on crying.
It still hurts...
And I still cry...

Bubbly - Colbie Caillat

I've been awake for a while now

you've got me feelin like a child now

cause every time i see your bubbly face

i get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes

and I crinkle my nose

where ever it goes I always know

that you make me smile please stay for a while now

just take your time where ever you go

The rain is fallin on my window pane

but we are hidin in a safer place

under the covers stayin dry and warm

you give me feelins that I adore

They start in my toes

make me crinkle my nose

where ever it goes

I always know

that you make me smile please stay for a while now

just take your time

where ever you go

What am I gonna say

when you make me feel this way

I just........mmmmmmmmmmm

And it starts in my toes

makes me crinkle my nose

where ever it goes

I always know

that you make me smile please stay for a while now

just take your time where ever you go

I’ve been asleep for a while now

You tucked me in just like a child now

Cause every time you hold me in your arms

Im comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul

And I lose all control

When you kiss my nose

The feelin shows

Cause you make me smile

Baby just take your time

Holdin me tight

Where ever, where ever, where ever you go

Where ever, where ever, where ever you go…

À minha Muffy e à minha Fi, para sempre

Porque odeio sentir-me assim, como se me faltasse um bocado de mim...
Porque são TANTAS as saudades que tenho de si que me aperta o coração...
Porque me faz falta e porque a adoro...
Porque sim!
Porque a quero de volta (sou muito egoísta!)
Porque gosto de conversar consigo!!!
E porque mesmo longe, consegue sempre estar tão perto...!

Para as minhas duas melhores Amigas, com letra grande, como os abraços que damos...
ADORO-VOS
SEMPRE....